Just a poem that i could not hold back, will you say something about how it makes you feel?

I think it's absolutely beautiful. A great author once said that you shouldn't write unless or until it's completely real and from the heart, until the words are bursting out from inside of you and you just can't stop them. The best poems are ones that you can't stop yourself from writing, and it definitely shows, at least in your case. Lovely work.