I still love my ex but what should I do about this situation?

I dated my first real boyfriend for almost two years. After having the ''talk'' with my mom about she stressed how important it was to protect yourself and partner and be tested. I agreed with my mom and for the sake of it I was tested, I tested positive for everything but tests showed I was exposed to HSV-2 but did not contract it. So anyways when it came to my boyfriend he claimed he was tested at his school (which he was but only for AIDS) he refused to be tested until I threatened to break it off with him. When the test results came back he was positive for HSV-1 & HSV-2. My mom obviously freaked out and said he was a s bag and that he almost ruined me because I was a virgin and it goes on. I broke up with him well over a month ago and we don't communicate with each other, but I really love and miss him even though I'm mad. I want to call him but I dunno what to do??